So, yesterday I went to the doctor for a normal yearly check up. In March of 06 I had to have surgery on one of my ovaries. It had a growth the size of a baseball on it. During the surgery, my doctor found that I had one dead ovary and one dead tube. Thanks to God and my doctor, I was able to become pregnant with Payten one month later. Now, a year and half later I am having trouble again. But, this time it's my "good" ovary, the one that works. I'm really worried and scared. I knew that there was a possiblily that this could happen, but I sorta forgot about it. My doctor told me last year that if this was to happen again, then I would eventually have to have a hysterectomy. My mom had one at 29. So, I'm really sad. My dream of having four children may have to be given up. I don't know how bad it is this time or if we can have even one more child. We'll see next week. I am going in for an ultrasound on Monday. Please pray for me.
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Oh Jess! I know how much you must be hurting right now, and scared. Just know that you're in my prayers. And if something bad does end up happening, look at that AMAZING little girl that you got. She is your miracle and if you don't have the opportunity to have anymore, she will be your blessing!
You are definitely in my prayers. Infertility sucks. It took us 18 mo. and Chlomid to get pregnant with Maddie.
Have you ever heard how to make God laugh? Tell Him YOUR plans. Our plans and God's don't always line up. Whatever is in store for you, if it is having more babies, or adopting more babies, or neither, you are truly blessed to have a beautiful little girl.
You and your family are in our prayers. I'm praying you WILL be able to have more babies. No matter what, we're here if you need anything.
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